force

When I start to force something, I know to pause.

Success is honestly scary to me.

I haven’t always known inherently that I’m an abundant being.

When I was younger, I listened to those around me more than I listened to myself.

Intuition was not even a thought.

Anxiety was my guide.

All the thoughts swirling around in my head became truth.

Parting ways with that has been a grieving process for me.

Ever since I began challenging these parts of my experience, it has been dark and painful.

It has also allowed me space to nourish myself in ways that make me feel expansive love.

Patience has been like honey & lavender. Soothing the tears that sting my throat.

These wounds are too deep to rush.

I do not push through.

Because that won’t work right now.

In gentle love & healing,

Lo